Besides my October posting, it has been a year since I posted regularly to this blog. Honestly, it’s been a difficult couple of months for me (and many) as I’m learning to navigate through a new world of ancient paradigms and, to me, backward movements of consciousness and awareness. I realize that it is time for me to put a close to this blog as it’s purpose of documenting my journey out of the darkness has run it’s course. I started the blog in Dec, 2015 and now find myself out of the darkness. I am awake. I’m not sure I like what I see and am surrounded by, but I know that with my new skills and strength and knowledge that I will find my way forward through this foreign alien place.
But! As part of closing out this chapter, I had to review it. The first thing I did was watch the Mind Movie that I made in Dec of 2015 and I am excited to share what I discovered with you. It worked! It actually worked! I manifested almost everything I deeply desired in there. Some things I put in my Mind Movie were impossible to imagine ever happening and some things manifested but were not “exactly” how I imagined them, but eerily close and even better for me!
In my Mind Movie I envisioned:
Loving and cherishing my children and being equally loved and cherished back
After a long estrangement and separation from my youngest child, I can happily say that I have a mutually loving and respectful and cherishing relationship with both of my children! This was something I had a difficult time seeing how it would come to be, but it did and I am grateful to my very core!
Loving and cherishing my step-children and grandchildren and being equally loved and cherished back
As our relationship has grown, I honestly can say I deeply love my step-children and I cherish their presence in our life. I also enjoy an invaluable relationship with my granddaughter who we babysit once a week and who I adore with all my being. The way she looks at us and interacts with us, I think its mutual. <3
I have wealth and abundance
Steve and I are very fortunate in our financial situation and continue to be blessed with making good investment choices. We are both retired and are comfortable in our lifestyle. What a blessing!
I travel the world with Steve
Steve and I have now shared numerous adventures as we have travelled to southern Italy, Cancun, boated around the Abacos Islands, sailed the British Virgin Islands, shared beach time in Captiva, Florida with some of our kids, cruised the high seas with family down through Mexico, Honduras and Balize, motored alone through the San Juan islands and fell in love with Puerto Vallarta. And I’m sure I’m forgetting some…I’d say we are off to a good start on adventuring through the world.
I live in Tuscany a few months out of the year with Steve
This hasn’t manifested exactly like this…but at this point I’m glad it hasn’t because I no longer want to be that far away for so long. The universe knew what was better for me and instead gave us a home only 3 hour flight away in Mexico on a beach where we can go whenever we want.
Go yearly to the beach to beach comb for shells
I am an avid beach comber and the universe has delivered this one as well with granting us the Puerto Vallarta, Mismaloya condo…on a beach, with the ocean, sea fowl, marine life and sunsets from our balcony. Thank you, God!
I have a strong body and strong intelligent mind
I think I always had that. I just didn’t feel like I did at times, but I am very strong. I survived, didn’t I?
I am fit and healthy and full of energy
I am healthy and still have energy to chase a 1 year old around…maybe not so fit, but I’m still working on that. J
I lovingly attract close, deep, meaningful relationships that are mutually supportive, loving and healthy
I don’t have many friends, but I don’t think you can when you have these requirements, but the friends I have attracted into my life match these and I’m grateful. The best relationship fitting these criteria being my best friend and my husband. I have learned to be very discerning about who gets to reside in my heart and in my life. I made too many errors in judgement in my past and I have learned from those errors.
I help and inspire people by sharing my journey and my experience
This blog was part of fulfilling this vision, but I also am now a part of a wonderful group where I will have more impact in this area. (www.theblueiris.org)
I am surrounded by Angels who support and guide me
Heck yeah. I feel them and see their handiwork every day! Has anyone seen my heart rock collection?? To me, heart rocks are the signs from them that they are with me.
I am loved and I love me
I have never felt as loved and appreciated as I do with my life partner, Steve. No one has ever championed me and supported me and lifted me up and protected me like he does. My children, my step-children and my grandchildren all shower me with love whenever I see them. As a result, I have come to love me too.
So you see?? It has worked on every point! If you haven’t done it yet, put together your vision board or Mind Movie and start manifesting your life.
After this blog, I am not sure what is next for my writing and sharing. I feel a deep need to write and journal, but I don’t know how I feel about sharing intimate precious writings in these tumultuous hate-filled times. It doesn’t feel safe. It was also hard to determine the impact, if any, I made with sharing my thoughts through this blog as it is a one-way communication. Often, I have felt I was throwing my heart felt words out into a black hole. But I am not worried about what is next, because as I just learned, the universe has my back! I will continue to create intentions and send gratitude and pray; and I have no doubt that I will manifest not only what I desire, but what I need.
Thank you all for reading my rantings. I pray you are having the same success with manifesting your desires as I have had so far.